Monday, October 15, 2012

Bunch of Lies.

I changed for you, and now I want to change back.
But I've realized that maybe I never changed... I just became me.
And now being myself doesn't seem to be possible with anyone but you.

I gave you all I had and now all I have is broken memories of what we used to be
and what I miss most.

I need you.
But I can't pretend anymore.

I can't pretend I never think about you, dream about you, that every song brings me to change the channel with hesitation. I want to forget. But I can't and neither can you. Don't stare at me and tell me you don't feel that passion to be together. That burning ache to be like we used to be! But who am I to say what we had. I have only found that love is a bunch of lies cradled by emotion that could burst at any moment.. It's all a bunch of lies.

Lies. Lies. Lies.

I don't need your lies anymore.

2 comments:

  1. Wow...this is amazing. I love this line "I have only found that love is a bunch of lies cradled by emotion that could burst at any moment"

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  2. You are very loveable lucy, you are awesome.

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